You & I

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

ALL THE BULLS*** @ 12:55:00 AM

My life is a sad tragic turn of events. Let me discribe all the events tt turn my life up-side-down.

In sch, my class is way way lower den average. Nvr was there a day tt we didnt get scolded as a class or individually. Smoking, vandalism, sleeping, breaking lockers, cheating in test and exams, gang up on teachers, truancy, gambling, etc...the list goes on. We r a bunch of gaming addicts, clubbing and smoking addicts. We have sadly broke the record of least ppl coming to sch on a sch day, if im not wrong it was 7. Den during sch 2 left so when sch ended it was 5. Pro bo?? Though im not blaming my class...i am part of the class aft all....

There were the fun times in sch...everyday was a new adventure. Sum teachers r nice, defended our mistakes at a cost. THX!!! I wld rather stay in my class den go to sum smart class...everyday is just learn learn learn...wads the fun in tt???

It was aft mid-yr exam...a certain sum1 tt i've came to noe arrived. Aft tt we practically lan-ed everyday. Skipped tuition to go lan...though i noe tt my results cmi. Prelims came...guess wad...we still lan-ed everyday aft the paper. Aft prelims still lan-ed. Until the 1st day of 'o' lvls...lan-ed lan-ed lan-ed all the way till the last day of the exams. His powers overwhelmed me...hes like a bane tt fiends grip-ed u, u just cant run until its too late.

I gave it a hard though abt it. IF i didnt go lan everyday i can save money, have tt few more extra hrs studying during exams. Aft all its tt few hrs u lost tt made u lose 1 or 2 points rite??? Anw its called life...just have to bare wif it. Even my family got probs...lawyer case and all. Now my parents scream and shout for no reason. But they were nvr like tt be4. Its like an incurable disease tt stikes parents aft their child hits a certain age. The disease just sucks all the 'nice' away and feeds them wif 'anger'.

I wld do almost everything for hapiness in my life...burn my com, study everyday. Even if i were to give up my house now for sum 3-rm HDB flat, i wld. Anw my house now is just adding fuel to the fire. Its like a prison. Inmates have a 45 mins break in jail, my working hrs is my break. The rest of the time im like 1 of them, stoning in a cell, all u do is eat, stone and slp.

I rather go sch frm now until poly starts. Miss the old days =.=" Life is so mundane...i seriously ran out of ideas to do everyday. The same old procedure starts over and over again. Wake up, wash, garena, cs, eat, slp, go work, slp. It just repeats the nxt day.

CAN SUM1 PLS GIVE A SUGGESTION ON WHERE TO GO. ANYWHERE IN SINGAPORE I DUN MIND. NO LAN.

BUT NO REGRETS!!! IT WAS FUN THOUGH...

Y CANT U JUST ACCEPT ME??? IF NOT I'LL JUST DISAPPEAR FRM UR LIFE. U WONT EVEN NOE IM ALIVE OR DEAD...BUT U WONT EVEN CARE....